Love.. well that thing huh..
I wasn’t into love really… simply because there’s no reason to. The real cycle of love just simply goes around with..
“falling in love - confession - be officially together - be hit about something complicated - survive that complicated thing or break up.”
There that simple thing. That’s what most modern relationships define… Pretty sick. I don’t want it to be fun and well exciting at first but in the end it’ll just be some bitter thing to remember.
I am happy to see others with successful relationship. Everyone wants that.. I do too. It probably arrived when I wasn’t looking… Or probably also left when I wasn’t paying attention to it.
There are some who actually took a stepped forward.. not that I’m being rude or something.. But I just don’t like it when men think I’m easy and so turning them down is what they get. Just to simplify.. A person just can’t tell me like “Hey, I like you.” then “Alright.. We’re official.”
Not that type sorry.
Sorry about this ridiculous post.. Someone pissed me off last night and I just need it out.
What’s Hidden Beyond
Here my mind wanders again… As a child and even now my mind is still filled with senseless things. Things that I, myself couldn’t figure out a perfect answer or at least a satisfying one.
Sometimes I wonder if I’m crazy.. (Probably). But even if I try to stop thinking of such things well I just can’t help it.
Well tonight.. I want to talk about the sky and seas. I love staring at both.. Both awesome, and above all they both play a big role on both disasters and a role on beautiful days.
These both serve as inspirations to me… lemme be cheesy now. “The sky and the sea is like a symbol of my endless wishes and dreams.”
And sometimes I wonder if there is something beyond the sky and the sea..? I mean something that is not seen or explained well in science. Something just fascinating hidden somewhere… I think I sound weird now..
A senseless idle thoughts and fantasy thinking… someone should slap me and pull me back to reality.. and yes… I think there must be something interesting that’ll be discovered by science, something, or someone… But oh well… actually I’m thinking of some mermaid kingdom or some alien up the sky… Pretty impossible but who knows.
You’ve just met a freak… - Faith
Weird Facts about this person.. >:)
- I am fat. And I am not really insecure about how my flabby fat looks or something but I do enjoy just laughing about it and just eat again… oh wow, what a pig.
- I like listening to some opera types of music… (now that is weird.) But yes, I do like them, I enjoy them actually. Like sometimes those Celtic types of songs or those songs like singing angels… probably just that pretty weird part of me that just wants to get away from reality. It makes me feel calm and feel better when I’m probably not in the mood… I’m weird.
- I fall asleep faster when I’m holding mom’s hand or if I’m laying down somewhere where she’s near.. Yes, I sound like a big baby. But it makes me feel more safe. It’s pretty much like my lullaby except that there’s really no humming. :)
- Uhuh, this one is weird. I am obsessed with things that does not exist in reality… (well not really.) Like the existence of fairies, elves, angels, dwarves and more. It’s probably because I am fascinated of listening to fantasy stories. I always wanted to keep one item around me that is related to it. Oh well that’s it. I never get tired about stuff like those…
So yeah that’s it… there’s suppose to be a 5th one but my brain is not functioning and I’m really tired today… Hard work really just drains all that energy. Anyway I am fine today. I hope you are having better days.
- Faith
Hair talk
My long hair (excuse the naked face, it’s bedtime and I had no makeup on. Freaking ugly!)… well not really… but pretty long. I like this hairstyle but I hate it when it becomes a distraction while working or doing something. I also don’t like how it slips off on bobby pins and my hair gets ruined…
Now this I like… My short hair :)
And yes, there’s nothing like waking up and knowing that taking a shower and just simply brushing your hair is all the work required. Just a little ponytail and everything’s cool. I prefer short hair. Even though many really say that long hair suits me more. It’s light on the head. Which is why I like it better. ^^
At any rate.. I believe that a woman’s hairstyle represents a lot about her personality. The way it’s styled, the haircut or how she cares about it, hair is always some part anyone should take note about a girl. And they also say, One strand of your hair can reveal whether you smoke, do drugs, what you eat and what is your ethnic origin. Different races have different hair structure of the hair. And they also say Asian hair grows faster than any other. And now my weirdness is bringing me to some weird things I read.
Well all I can say for now is love your hair and rock the style you wanted. :)
Wear your smile! Have a good day/night.
